I want to create following text effect glow in illustrator, not sure from where I get.
It isn't an Inside Glow effect. For sure it was hand painted, probably in a pixel based painting app.
You can do it easy BTW with blurred shapes. If you want it to looks like hand made then you have to draw the outline then blur it. Then mask it with the text as clipping mask. If instead you want a photoshop like basic inner glow, then simply duplicate text add some stroke, blur it, then mask it.