Don't know whether asking this here is right or wrong. But i desperately need an expert's advice.

I always have a very passionate interest in career in Visual effects. I am from a below poor level family. After completing my graduation i was determined to have a career in visual effects graphics and design. But because of my financial condition i could not pursue the study in that field.

So with a small amount of money I joined in a institute to learn web design and development. There i was taught more in development other than design.

Right now i am doing a job in a small company as a junior software developer. But i am really bad in development. Programming skill is very low in me. I am going through a very hard time with almost sleepless nights. I am frustrated but still i am unable to leave the job as i am the only earner of my family.

What should i do? How i can achieve my desired field to go further in future?


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First, don't give up and don't think you're stuck in what you're doing now! I don't know what I can suggest you about your present job but maybe you're taking too much on your own. It's not healthy indeed to stress so much about your full time job it affects your evenings and nights. That's the kind of worries that are usually more common for entrepreneurs. The only tip on this is maybe ask more for help; maybe your team or manager are pressuring you a lot but you can still slow down the pace a bit and see how it goes. A lot of time, for high achievers, their own perception of how they're supposed to perform is the enemy but often, people around them are not expecting so much from them. You obviously got some skills and they appreciate your work if you're still working there.

Second, about your dream career, design, it's still there. If it can give you some hope, know that having a good technical base in design is awesome; design itself can be learn through experience and practice but the technical part is harder to learn if you never had any method to start with. So what you're learning right now at your dev job and also the training you already got from school will be great tools for you. The design part is often a matter of how much you practice and how much passion you put in learning more techniques. If you want to do design, find as many small opportunities to train your skills and stay up to date with the technology.

What you need to be careful about is to never stop creating design, to not lose the touch with that field. The only advice I can give you to start moving forward to your new career or at least to keep your design skills is to find some small projects that are not urgent and that won't interfere too much with your lifestyle and your family life either. It can be projects for yourself too. Plus you don't know, maybe at your work now, they could need some dev who also have more design skills. That's a very powerful set of skills together even if you prefer the design part! Few designers have that kind of background, it will certainly be useful for you and that's how you should see it. See what you're doing now as a transition period.

Obviously, you can't simply quit this job because you're the one supporting the family but every big artist and successful leader didn't let that stop them; they simply added a bit more every week or every month to their schedule until it was possible to make the jump into their dream career. Don't let your "unfinished" training stop you, it's not a guarantee of success or talent at all. Talent itself is a myth. It's practice that makes talent. If you can, find some small side projects in design, build a portfolio slowly, work for community projects if you don't want too much pressure but great opportunities and don't put yourself in a gloomy mindset. You'll see more opportunities if your mind is clear and you'll also find it way easier to create and find solutions to your dev issues!

To find some extra projects in design, as I suggested you can find community projects; they always need some help. You can also find some local businesses and either offer low price design work or even free ones if you only need to build a portfolio. You can start your own projects for yourself (eg. youtube channel) or find a special idea you could offer to a specific target market (eg. animation for business, intro of videos for speakers, custom intros for Vloggers). There's always freelance websites but they can be very demanding in time and energy, so be careful about them. Since you do some web development, you could always build yourself a nice designer website and start offering your services, and use that platform to refer potential clients to. Get into business Facebook groups and on social media as a professional. If you don't mind doing some Skype or phone meetings, clients really trust designers a lot more when they can chat to them directly. Making this option available is really good. If you keep designing and testing yourself on side projects, one day you may see that you're good enough to just jump into freelance full time or find another job with more design opportunities; and you'll also have something to show. From your comment, you seem to need to build your self-confidence about your skills as a designer and once that will be done, your options will seem more obvious and you'll certainly have more too!

I mention "design" but it's the same for your visual effect career. In fact that's a field that is in very high demand and you can use a platform such as Youtube to promote your work; you might even create something that goes viral.

Edit: There's also photographers you can contact; they often get asked for wedding projects and video montages. Not sure if it's the visual effect field you would work in but that's another place to look for work since they often do the filming but can't always do the effect part.

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    @go-me.Thanks for your kind and helpful reply sir. Sir the problem is that, here in my present company, they only make ERP type of software, so they do not need design and they even does not even uses design. The uses of HTML, CSS and JavaScript here is very less. And this is a very small startup company. Here we are only 6 developers including me. I am working in asp.net mvc project. I have knowledge in c#, sql server and asp.net mvc. But not so good.
    – The Mnk
    Jun 18, 2015 at 7:14
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    @go-me.What for i am facing troubles in development. I am trying hard each and everyday but my programming skill is not getting high up to level as my company is expecting from me. This is my 4th month running here. I tried in some web and graphics design company as a fresher but they need candidates who have hands on experience in Photoshop illustrator Dreamweaver etc. But i do only have knowledge in HTML, Css and JavaScript.
    – The Mnk
    Jun 18, 2015 at 7:15
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    I visited some small institution for the training on Photoshop, illustrator and Dreamweaver, but the amount they are asking as fees is next to impossible for me now. I get paid only 8000 INR, here in this company. And with that i can not even full fill the daily needs of my family. Now how can i take training on those and my PC is also need to get upgraded to use those softwares. I really do have self confidence in me sir, but day after day, after facing all these hard-core and harsh truth i am getting devastated. Do not know what to do, do not know where to go.
    – The Mnk
    Jun 18, 2015 at 7:17
  • Indeed, you need a powerful computer for that work! But since you know a bit of HMTL, CSS, Javascript and your currency is INR, you could earn a lot in freelance by trying to find some small easy projects (eg. wordpress theme adjustments for clients) on the international market... and get paid in euro or American dollars. I don't know if 8000INR is daily, weekly or monthly payment but it's worth $125 USD, which is not that hard to get on freelance sites such as Elance. Then you could get bigger computer.. then training. But you can learn a lot here too, or using online tutorials and it's free!
    – go-junta
    Jun 18, 2015 at 7:45
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    I just visited the elance site. This site was unknown to me. Will ofcourse register myself there. Thanks for your so much valuable suggestions and guidance sir.
    – The Mnk
    Jun 18, 2015 at 9:00

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